A gentle whisper
I am not quiet. I don’t sit in silence. In fact, I struggle to sit down for extended periods of time. To do lists constantly scroll through my mind. I am in a perpetual state of scanning my environment… Continue Reading
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Another woman’s perfume
It has happened more often than I would like to admit. More often than I ever dreamed. And it hurt more than I ever imagined. My child smelled like another woman. It took my breath away the first time it… Continue Reading
I Said I’d Be Enough
It was about two months ago while we were at church. I had one of those moments where you feel a weight overcome you. I knew what was coming. God was about to tell me something, something that… Continue Reading
“Just wait until it’s your own”
This has been weighing on my heart and I can’t hold the weight of this burden anymore. I have heard this phrase “just wait until it’s your own” or “it will be different when it’s your child” countless times over… Continue Reading
I’m not ready
I am not ready for tomorrow. I am not ready to hear when he is never coming back. I am not ready to hear when my heart will be broken. I’m not ready to lose the remaining shreds of control… Continue Reading
Kids and Dirt
Dirt Before we get any further into this I want you to know a few things. 1) I do not want to be writing a blog but Jesus told me to. So here I am, attempting to be obedient. 2).… Continue Reading